Post by Deleted on Jan 24, 2016 3:48:33 GMT 1
you've gone away
you don’t feel me here anymore
The darkness was swallowing him. That much Killian was aware of. He was losing the battle, as evidenced by his actions removing the Dark One’s heart and giving it to the bloody Wicked Witch of the West. He felt less and less conflicted and more as if he couldn’t control himself or his actions. Killian had become a villain again and actually, he was giving in to it. He was allowing this to happen. The hole where the other half of his heart should have been was filled with darkness now, and he wanted that magic still. He wanted it, he needed it. The ability to take hearts and control people was all well and good, but it wasn’t enough. Killian couldn’t stop craving the darkness, and there was one person he was mad at because of that.
Despite his perpetual desire for the magic and the powers of the Crocodile, Killian’s beginning to forgive Emma Swan was shattering. His trust of her was completely gone now, and he felt a mixture of love and rage towards the saviour. She’d saved his life, but she’d also destroyed it. He was a broken man, completely, well and truly broken and he was only able to think of his basest desires.
He slammed open the door to the Charmings’ place, he and Emma having not yet gotten a place of their own yet (that was pretty much off the table for now), and stormed across the room to Emma. ”I can’t bloody take it anymore.” He bit out. ”I can’t stop it, and I can’t fight it.” Nor did he want to at this point. He wanted the darkness, he wanted to be evil. He wanted to be Captain Hook.TAG: Emma Swan